Snow Day #2!

Snow Day # 2!

I love snow days... well most of the time. I hate it when its icey though... because than I can't go anywhere. I've wanted to go out to breakfast with Brandon for a long time! And I understand that his mom won't let us, it just kind of bothers me because I want to go to breakfast with him.... spend time with him and talk to him! Chill with him(: Last night was amazing(:

But now, i'm watching a movie called License to Drive... it's about this kid that I guess failed his drivers test and then he stole his Grandpa's camaro or something. I have a feeling it's going to be gay.

Man, I wish that I could write like my sister. I never really have anything to write about.
Lets see...

I can't think of anything.

Elizabeth Hope♥

I met my new cousin today... Elizabeth Hope(:
She is absolutely beautiful. I love that little baby(:
I'm excited for her to get older and see how beautiful she will be=D











Anyways(: We have one more day until school starts... I'm not excited. Drama is coming back. Considering the fact that there are so many immature people... doing stupid stuff... being stupid stuff.

But I really don't have anything left to say.

More Complicated Love

Complicated: difficult to analyze, understand, explain, etc
Love: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

Love...love in my words is how I feel with Brandon. I'm completely and uterly and insanely in love with my boyfriend! He is so amazing, I really don't know what I would do without him. I would deff. not be who I am today if i wasn't with him. He is so amazing, although I get upset, and feel like I try to start fights sometimes, I don't try to. I wish that we could go days and day and days without fighting. I hate fighting with him. He is so amazing though. He has helped me through so much this year and has always been there for me. He kisses me at the right times, he hugs me at the right times, he makes me smile when I need to smile and he knows how to make me smile(:

But sometimes, I feel like he doesn't care.
Like nobody cares anymore!

Love is complicated...

Why does love have to be so complicated? Every thing that I think is important and I bring up, always makes a fight come up so much easier. It drives me nuts.
I just wanted to go 3 days without fighting with you...
It never works.
I love you.
So much.
There arent enough words to describe how much I love you.
I want to spend forever with you.
I wish you could realize that.

Moving subjects.

1. Family.

How to describe family.
My aunt just had her baby(:
I get to see her Saturday♥
I'm so excited.
Her name is Elizabeth Hope...
&& I'm sure she will be absolutely beautiful!

What else?

Christmas didn't go as planned...

My uncle didn't come down for Christmas!
It was too foggy, and considering the fact that we only see you 2 times a year,
It hurts!


ON Christmas Day,
Brandon's uncle had a heart-attack and was life flighted to Kalamazoo.
So, I didn't get to see him=(
But,
I did get to see him that Friday(:
His brother Derrick and Pam came home,
with their baby,
So I went and hung out with them(:


That Saturday,
We had Christmas at my Grandma's,
Brandon came(:
Then we went back to his house and made a GINGERBREAD MAN
With his niece.
[Who is incredibly adorable by the way](:


So now, we come to today!
We've sat around all day,
And done nothing(:
Brandon and I ended up getting in a fight,
Which I started,
About how he never says
i love you
anymore when we text.
Which is true...
But how he's mad at me, so, yeaaa(:


I'm out(;


A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman

Snowdayyy♥

Hollla amigos!(:

Today, we dooo indeed have a snowday... it's crazy outside. I even heard it freezing raining this morning... it was cool(: Then I went outside with my puppies and we played in the snow, and now I'm FREEEZING!!!

I wish that I could've seen Brandon today=( I've been thinking about him ALL day... and I just wish that he was right here with me(: I wanted to go sledding and stuff with him, but he has to work at 3, which sucks even more. And his parents won't let him do anything because of the roads... they never let us do anything. it sucks!

So now I get to sit at home and think about what I want for Christmas(: I really want a ring, like, not like, a special ring or anything, just something pretty. I wish I could wear my mom's opal ring.. it's beautiful! But the opal falls out, which sucks... especially since she doesn't wear it anymore. But it's now my time to leave.
Peace for nowww(:

Real friend?

Hellllllo!!

Today was much better then the last two days. I feel like, I have no friends. Everyone is mad at me, and I'm trying to do everything right that I can. But oh well. I guess it's just how life is supposed to go right now.

Brandon and I have been fighting for a while, like we fought today, but finally got over it(: I hate fighting with Brandon... it makes me feel horrible.

But enough for toooday(:

Asta La Vista Babyy(:

Another Day...

Hello again.
I think that I could easily get used to this(:
Today has sucked... acutally,
the last WEEK has sucked.
I've been fighting with someone VERY important to me in my family,
&& It's kind of like, she doesn't care.
I babysat her kids, and she quit her job because I accidentally hit her kid in the head with an elliptical... alright, I didn't do it purposely..
Anyways, she won't pay me for the 2 days that I DID babysit..
I'm sorry but I'm a little pissed about that.
I babysat your kids, I picked one of them up from school,
I fed them, I watched them, I kept them safe..
&& you can't return the favor by paying me MY money that I worked for..
Instead you whine about having a $200 hospital bill..
First of all,
One half of that is from YOU..
Maybe if you were watching your children, your one woudln't have ran into the TV and busted it open the FIRST time...
So maybe you should be thinking about yourself in this..
Secondly, your husband is the other one who wasn't paying attention when the SAME child fell and ALMOST bit his tounge off.
So, please, don't be blamming me for ALL of this...
Yea, I made a mistake.
I didn't do it purposely.
You've never told me to not work out when they're down there...
I've never got that memo.
Grow up!
I'm going to be the bigger person about all of this,
&& forget it.
but if your reading this,
Think about it!
Read all of this and take it into consideration.
Grow up! Get a job!
Your kids will be just fine.


Anyways,
Going on(:
So, I'm in Spanish and it's pretty boring.
We had to do a dictionary and I got mine done about an hour or so ago...
&& next I have lunch..
Yummmmmmy(:
&& stephanie comes home today.
I'm pretty glad that her and her lover aren't together..
She is going to be home now, and we can acutally see her when she's home!
It's been a looong time since her and I have hung out...
Other than the fact that she's been at college haha.
But anyways,
Well, I think that this is enough for one day.
My venting is over!
-Meee(: