It's official... I want to get married NOW!!

It's a Saturday night and after working 3 wedding receptions, I want to get married NOW!
I want to marry Brandon and live forever with him!
I want to walk down that long isle with him in front of hundreds of people.
I want to feel beautiful and have him actually SHOW me that he thinks that I am beautiful on my wedding day.
I want to kiss him and hug him as a husband!
I want to share the first dance with him and ONLY him!
I want to be able to do whatever I want and go wherever I want to go with him!
I want to not have to ask, but be able to see him everyday!!
I would looove for other people to be jealous of what him and I have together(:
I want that day to come for me. And I know it will, just not soon enough=P

My wedding day is going to be FULL of surprises!
The day we get married, all of our family members will become one big family, but like Brandon and I will become one(:| So in that case, our family's will sit together, AS ONE! There will be no assigned seats... you're going to have to get used to each other, so you might as well just sit by each other=P
I am... going to have:
*Popcorn Chicken from Wal Mart as my meal; with mashed potatoes, corn, strawberry with chocolate... [a fountain by the way], pasta salad my way(:|
My bridesmaids are going to be:
*Maid of Honor=Stephanie
Aunt Wendy(:
Jessica
Staci
Pam
Flower Girls:
*Olivia
*Zoe
*Elizabeth
*Maria

Then Brandon can pick whoever he wants on his side=P
(:
What else is going to be different?
You know, every wedding I try to pick out stuff I will do different, stuff that will make people walk away from it remembering forever and saying, I loved that wedding|reception(:

I can't wait!
I hope it comes soon!

7-6-09

It was a very important day for me and Brandon.
July 6th, 2009 marked the 2 years and 8 months that Brandon and I have been together(:

We went on a picnic for the first time, ever!
He even promised me we would go.=D
We went to Wendy's... [taha] then went to the lake, put down a purple blanket and laid together and ate our sandwiches and fries until we were both done(: We went down to the lake and found a turtle. He was a soft-shell and Brandon and I both decided to keep it and call it ours.
We put him in a Wendy's cup that Brandon used for his drink and watched him swim. We sat there for a little while and watched the clouds roll by and finally looked up and our turtle and thought of a name for him... Piggy was the first thing that came to mind because that's what he looked like, the cutest pig-turtle I've ever seen!
Brandon took our turtle home and is taking care of him as we speak(:

That was our anniversary(:
It was so much fun.


Later on, he calls me and tells me he got his job for the Marines... his job is the infantry.
He leaves for boot camp some time in June next year and stays until some time in September. He graduates from there and has a 2 week leave, he told me he's going to do something very very special then, and then he goes to Infantry School for about 2 weeks or so. Then, he is either stationed or goes right over seas, and if he does go straight over seas, then what he did in September that was really special will come true(:

I'm scared as hell for him to leave me. I think it will be good for me to be at Baker though. I will be close to home and close to his family and my family. I could get a job and keep my mind off of him either being alive or... yea, you know. I think it will help me because I can focus on school work and when he comes back, we can live together(:
I will be... atleast 21 by the time I graduate. I can live with him and start a family and see him everyday(:
It's exciting.
I can't wait to grow up(:

More Complicated Love

Complicated: difficult to analyze, understand, explain, etc
Love: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

Love...love in my words is how I feel with Brandon. I'm completely and uterly and insanely in love with my boyfriend! He is so amazing, I really don't know what I would do without him. I would deff. not be who I am today if i wasn't with him. He is so amazing, although I get upset, and feel like I try to start fights sometimes, I don't try to. I wish that we could go days and day and days without fighting. I hate fighting with him. He is so amazing though. He has helped me through so much this year and has always been there for me. He kisses me at the right times, he hugs me at the right times, he makes me smile when I need to smile and he knows how to make me smile(:

But sometimes, I feel like he doesn't care.
Like nobody cares anymore!

Love is complicated...

Why does love have to be so complicated? Every thing that I think is important and I bring up, always makes a fight come up so much easier. It drives me nuts.
I just wanted to go 3 days without fighting with you...
It never works.
I love you.
So much.
There arent enough words to describe how much I love you.
I want to spend forever with you.
I wish you could realize that.

Moving subjects.

1. Family.

How to describe family.
My aunt just had her baby(:
I get to see her Saturday♥
I'm so excited.
Her name is Elizabeth Hope...
&& I'm sure she will be absolutely beautiful!

What else?

Christmas didn't go as planned...

My uncle didn't come down for Christmas!
It was too foggy, and considering the fact that we only see you 2 times a year,
It hurts!


ON Christmas Day,
Brandon's uncle had a heart-attack and was life flighted to Kalamazoo.
So, I didn't get to see him=(
But,
I did get to see him that Friday(:
His brother Derrick and Pam came home,
with their baby,
So I went and hung out with them(:


That Saturday,
We had Christmas at my Grandma's,
Brandon came(:
Then we went back to his house and made a GINGERBREAD MAN
With his niece.
[Who is incredibly adorable by the way](:


So now, we come to today!
We've sat around all day,
And done nothing(:
Brandon and I ended up getting in a fight,
Which I started,
About how he never says
i love you
anymore when we text.
Which is true...
But how he's mad at me, so, yeaaa(:


I'm out(;


A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman

Real friend?

Hellllllo!!

Today was much better then the last two days. I feel like, I have no friends. Everyone is mad at me, and I'm trying to do everything right that I can. But oh well. I guess it's just how life is supposed to go right now.

Brandon and I have been fighting for a while, like we fought today, but finally got over it(: I hate fighting with Brandon... it makes me feel horrible.

But enough for toooday(:

Asta La Vista Babyy(:

My first(:

This is my first blog..
I'm not much of a blogger, not like my sister is at least.
I've been having a tough week.
But it's almost over, it's almost Christmas so,
We'll see how it goes.
Yesterday was our snowball,
It was alright.
Not amazing but not the best.

I must say though, especially with this being a first blog,
I must explain myself.

I am 16.
My family means the world to me.
I used to babysit the most cutest boys ever,
Shit happens...
I'm not gonna lie,
&& now I don't babysit anymore for them.
I miss them, a lot.
Butttttt, I have the most wonderful boyfriend.
His name is Brandon<3
He is the love of my life.
We've been dating for 2 years and 1 month now.
Our anniversary is on the 6th(:
&& we're going strong<3
The Bahamas<3
For sure.
My parents both have jobs..
We're definitely not rich...
But we're not poor.
Annnd, what else?
That's about it about my family=P

I did go Christmas shopping the other day,
For my boyfriend.
I bought him:
A tie blanket(:
[It's suppper cute and warm as well(:]
&& I am making him
"A Message In A Bottle"
Hopefully he'll like it.
I'm using seashells he wanted me to get
when I was on my cruise to the Bahamas.
I'm pretty sure they mean a lot to him..
&& rocks from Lake Michigan.
&& then, I want to get him something else,
but not sure what.
But this is it for my first blogg(:

I'm officially A blogger(: