Hoolla!

What is up my non-blog readers? Haha.
Summer is so boring so far.
I really miss everything.
I went to a party last night;
There was alcohol everywhere.
Someone puked and they were playing beer pong.
It was really awkward because I wasn't drinking.
Either was Brandon but we were the only ones who weren't.
I wish...
We could go back go the days when alcohol didn't interfere with out lives. People don't understand.
I really miss those days.
When we just got together to socialize. Not to get drunk and not remember a darn thing that happened that night..

Anyways,
I really miss my Fabulous Four this year.



Those are my fabulous four<3
I can't wait for next year now.
Aww, I miss you girls=(

You don't know WHAT I go through...

People talk all the time about their friends going into the armed forces, and how their going to go through withdraws. I talk about Brandon [my boy] going into the Marines and him leaving. People are like, oh yea, I know how you feel!
I'm Pretty sure you don't. No one knows what I am going to go through or what I am going through now.
Brandon has been going to camps in Lansing just to sign up for it and go to a few things, just to go through camps and stuff.
People don't know what I've been thinking or going through.
What if something happens to Brandon? I want to marry this kid, and have kids with him. I want to grow old with him and be by his side for the rest of our lives.
I love this kid so much, no one will ever understand how much I love him, not even him.
I know God will take care of him, and keep him safe while he's over there.
But what really bothers me, is when people act like they know what I'm talking about, what I feel...
I was telling my friend the other day about it, and her other friend was laughing behind me in the seat, it drives me nuts!

I just thought I would share=D

Lifeeee!

Soccer has always been a passion to me.
I used to live it, breathe it, sleep it!
Non-stop soccer.
Soccer last year came and went,
Most of the snotty seniors went who were b*tches,
&& Went on their way(:
Thaaaank Goodness(:

NOW we come to this soccer season.
B*tching, complaining, whinning, arguing, "try-to-be coaches", It's all about ME girls...
It's so old.
I don't have the heart to play it anymore.
I don't have that burning passion of plowing someone over to score a goal and not letting anyone get in my way!
I go to practice because I don't have a choice.
I can't let my team down...
But, we're not even really a team.
We don't run as a team,
We don't talk like a team,
We don't encourage each other like a team should.
There is a girl,
[I'm not naming names]
But someone on that field [not a player]
Showers her and makes her stand out...
Yea she's good,
But get a grip ya know? There are other girls on the team
Who may be just as good as her.
I'm getting so sick of this soccer season already this year and it hasn't even really started.



This is venting for tonight!
I shall continue tomorrow..
Hopefully!!

Why?

Why do boyfriends have to be so complicated?

Boyfriend:
[a frequent or favorite male companion; beau.]
My definition:
A man that I love!
That is my boyfriend Brandon.
He is so amazing.
I just, he makes me so mad sometimes. Today, we sat at lunch and he usually goes to get me milk but the one time that he doesnt i decide to throw a fit...and hide his lunch just bvecause I am a little kid at heart and I needed milk and he always knows that I bring cereal and I need milk for my cereal... it's just common sense.
Anyways, he woudln't go and get me it so then he was being a butt and now it's our last bowling match before regionals and he won't even come watch me. He says he has to "lift" so he says. But when he has to work, oh screw lifting, but when it comes to his girlfriend, oh, screw the girlfriend... and then he goes and lift. I feel SO not loved right now.
He's such a butthole!
And then he acts like nothing is wrong, like everything is better and he doesn't even care.
Sometimes, I wonder what to do!
=(

Friendship

Hola Amigos.
Mi llamo Chelsea. No tengo escuela hoy. Verdad, justo un dos horas retraso.
Anyways, since I'm not going to have spanish class today, I had to study my espanol somehow.
But, life sucks right now.
I have like, 20 things to talk about.


1. Friends.
My friend told me a few days ago,
that her and her step-sister might
move to Florida next year.
They're both sophomores,
but they're all I got!
I did a survey the other day that
asked me about my friends.
I have 7 best friends:
a. Brandon
b. Caroline
c. Taylor
d. Sammy
e. Vanessa
f. Jackie
g. Austin and Courtney Smeenge!
h. Kendra
They're all I have.
Brandon is here in Hillsdale.
Caroline is in Texas=(
Taylor and Sammy are the ones that might move.
Vanessa is in Hudson.
Jackie doesn't even talk to me anymore
Kendra lives here in Hillsdale.
and The Smeenges live in Sawgatuck.
I mean, come on. I have no one.
I have Kendra, but we dont "hang out hang out"
She's one of my best friends.


Next subject

2. Brandon
I love this boy with everything that I have.
He's amazing,
Helpful,
Funny,
Loves to make me laugh,
There is so much more!
But we fight, all the time.
He's always working so I never see him,
He hardly ever comes to bowling matches,
and he doesn't even ask how I did.
Last night,
I was a little upset because I didn't get to talk to him!
I guess I can't get everything I want.

3. Bowling
This girl won't pay me
For the sweatshirts
that WE ORDERED AS A TEAM!
Why can't people just grow up and pay me the $$?
But anways,
I think enough venting for today.

Snow Day #2!

Snow Day # 2!

I love snow days... well most of the time. I hate it when its icey though... because than I can't go anywhere. I've wanted to go out to breakfast with Brandon for a long time! And I understand that his mom won't let us, it just kind of bothers me because I want to go to breakfast with him.... spend time with him and talk to him! Chill with him(: Last night was amazing(:

But now, i'm watching a movie called License to Drive... it's about this kid that I guess failed his drivers test and then he stole his Grandpa's camaro or something. I have a feeling it's going to be gay.

Man, I wish that I could write like my sister. I never really have anything to write about.
Lets see...

I can't think of anything.

Elizabeth Hope♥

I met my new cousin today... Elizabeth Hope(:
She is absolutely beautiful. I love that little baby(:
I'm excited for her to get older and see how beautiful she will be=D











Anyways(: We have one more day until school starts... I'm not excited. Drama is coming back. Considering the fact that there are so many immature people... doing stupid stuff... being stupid stuff.

But I really don't have anything left to say.