Why do boyfriends have to be so complicated?
Boyfriend:
[a frequent or favorite male companion; beau.]
My definition:
A man that I love!
That is my boyfriend Brandon.
He is so amazing.
I just, he makes me so mad sometimes. Today, we sat at lunch and he usually goes to get me milk but the one time that he doesnt i decide to throw a fit...and hide his lunch just bvecause I am a little kid at heart and I needed milk and he always knows that I bring cereal and I need milk for my cereal... it's just common sense.
Anyways, he woudln't go and get me it so then he was being a butt and now it's our last bowling match before regionals and he won't even come watch me. He says he has to "lift" so he says. But when he has to work, oh screw lifting, but when it comes to his girlfriend, oh, screw the girlfriend... and then he goes and lift. I feel SO not loved right now.
He's such a butthole!
And then he acts like nothing is wrong, like everything is better and he doesn't even care.
Sometimes, I wonder what to do!
=(
Monday, February 23, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Friendship
Hola Amigos.
Mi llamo Chelsea. No tengo escuela hoy. Verdad, justo un dos horas retraso.
Anyways, since I'm not going to have spanish class today, I had to study my espanol somehow.
But, life sucks right now.
I have like, 20 things to talk about.
1. Friends.
My friend told me a few days ago,
that her and her step-sister might
move to Florida next year.
They're both sophomores,
but they're all I got!
I did a survey the other day that
asked me about my friends.
I have 7 best friends:
a. Brandon
b. Caroline
c. Taylor
d. Sammy
e. Vanessa
f. Jackie
g. Austin and Courtney Smeenge!
h. Kendra
They're all I have.
Brandon is here in Hillsdale.
Caroline is in Texas=(
Taylor and Sammy are the ones that might move.
Vanessa is in Hudson.
Jackie doesn't even talk to me anymore
Kendra lives here in Hillsdale.
and The Smeenges live in Sawgatuck.
I mean, come on. I have no one.
I have Kendra, but we dont "hang out hang out"
She's one of my best friends.
Next subject
Mi llamo Chelsea. No tengo escuela hoy. Verdad, justo un dos horas retraso.
Anyways, since I'm not going to have spanish class today, I had to study my espanol somehow.
But, life sucks right now.
I have like, 20 things to talk about.
1. Friends.
My friend told me a few days ago,
that her and her step-sister might
move to Florida next year.
They're both sophomores,
but they're all I got!
I did a survey the other day that
asked me about my friends.
I have 7 best friends:
a. Brandon
b. Caroline
c. Taylor
d. Sammy
e. Vanessa
f. Jackie
g. Austin and Courtney Smeenge!
h. Kendra
They're all I have.
Brandon is here in Hillsdale.
Caroline is in Texas=(
Taylor and Sammy are the ones that might move.
Vanessa is in Hudson.
Jackie doesn't even talk to me anymore
Kendra lives here in Hillsdale.
and The Smeenges live in Sawgatuck.
I mean, come on. I have no one.
I have Kendra, but we dont "hang out hang out"
She's one of my best friends.
Next subject
2. Brandon
I love this boy with everything that I have.
He's amazing,
Helpful,
Funny,
Loves to make me laugh,
There is so much more!
But we fight, all the time.
He's always working so I never see him,
He hardly ever comes to bowling matches,
and he doesn't even ask how I did.
Last night,
I was a little upset because I didn't get to talk to him!
I guess I can't get everything I want.
I love this boy with everything that I have.
He's amazing,
Helpful,
Funny,
Loves to make me laugh,
There is so much more!
But we fight, all the time.
He's always working so I never see him,
He hardly ever comes to bowling matches,
and he doesn't even ask how I did.
Last night,
I was a little upset because I didn't get to talk to him!
I guess I can't get everything I want.
3. Bowling
This girl won't pay me
For the sweatshirts
that WE ORDERED AS A TEAM!
Why can't people just grow up and pay me the $$?
But anways,
I think enough venting for today.
This girl won't pay me
For the sweatshirts
that WE ORDERED AS A TEAM!
Why can't people just grow up and pay me the $$?
But anways,
I think enough venting for today.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Snow Day #2!
Snow Day # 2!
I love snow days... well most of the time. I hate it when its icey though... because than I can't go anywhere. I've wanted to go out to breakfast with Brandon for a long time! And I understand that his mom won't let us, it just kind of bothers me because I want to go to breakfast with him.... spend time with him and talk to him! Chill with him(: Last night was amazing(:
But now, i'm watching a movie called License to Drive... it's about this kid that I guess failed his drivers test and then he stole his Grandpa's camaro or something. I have a feeling it's going to be gay.
Man, I wish that I could write like my sister. I never really have anything to write about.
Lets see...
I can't think of anything.
I love snow days... well most of the time. I hate it when its icey though... because than I can't go anywhere. I've wanted to go out to breakfast with Brandon for a long time! And I understand that his mom won't let us, it just kind of bothers me because I want to go to breakfast with him.... spend time with him and talk to him! Chill with him(: Last night was amazing(:
But now, i'm watching a movie called License to Drive... it's about this kid that I guess failed his drivers test and then he stole his Grandpa's camaro or something. I have a feeling it's going to be gay.
Man, I wish that I could write like my sister. I never really have anything to write about.
Lets see...
I can't think of anything.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Elizabeth Hope♥
I met my new cousin today... Elizabeth Hope(:
She is absolutely beautiful. I love that little baby(:
I'm excited for her to get older and see how beautiful she will be=D
Anyways(: We have one more day until school starts... I'm not excited. Drama is coming back. Considering the fact that there are so many immature people... doing stupid stuff... being stupid stuff.
But I really don't have anything left to say.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
More Complicated Love
Complicated: difficult to analyze, understand, explain, etc
Love: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
Love...love in my words is how I feel with Brandon. I'm completely and uterly and insanely in love with my boyfriend! He is so amazing, I really don't know what I would do without him. I would deff. not be who I am today if i wasn't with him. He is so amazing, although I get upset, and feel like I try to start fights sometimes, I don't try to. I wish that we could go days and day and days without fighting. I hate fighting with him. He is so amazing though. He has helped me through so much this year and has always been there for me. He kisses me at the right times, he hugs me at the right times, he makes me smile when I need to smile and he knows how to make me smile(:
But sometimes, I feel like he doesn't care.
Like nobody cares anymore!
Love: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
Love...love in my words is how I feel with Brandon. I'm completely and uterly and insanely in love with my boyfriend! He is so amazing, I really don't know what I would do without him. I would deff. not be who I am today if i wasn't with him. He is so amazing, although I get upset, and feel like I try to start fights sometimes, I don't try to. I wish that we could go days and day and days without fighting. I hate fighting with him. He is so amazing though. He has helped me through so much this year and has always been there for me. He kisses me at the right times, he hugs me at the right times, he makes me smile when I need to smile and he knows how to make me smile(:
But sometimes, I feel like he doesn't care.
Like nobody cares anymore!
Love is complicated...
Why does love have to be so complicated? Every thing that I think is important and I bring up, always makes a fight come up so much easier. It drives me nuts.
I just wanted to go 3 days without fighting with you...
It never works.
I love you.
So much.
There arent enough words to describe how much I love you.
I want to spend forever with you.
I wish you could realize that.
I just wanted to go 3 days without fighting with you...
It never works.
I love you.
So much.
There arent enough words to describe how much I love you.
I want to spend forever with you.
I wish you could realize that.
Moving subjects.
My aunt just had her baby(:
I get to see her Saturday♥
I'm so excited.
Her name is Elizabeth Hope...
&& I'm sure she will be absolutely beautiful!
What else?
- Family.
My aunt just had her baby(:
I get to see her Saturday♥
I'm so excited.
Her name is Elizabeth Hope...
&& I'm sure she will be absolutely beautiful!
What else?
Christmas didn't go as planned...
My uncle didn't come down for Christmas!
It was too foggy, and considering the fact that we only see you 2 times a year,
It hurts!
ON Christmas Day,
Brandon's uncle had a heart-attack and was life flighted to Kalamazoo.
So, I didn't get to see him=(
But,
I did get to see him that Friday(:
His brother Derrick and Pam came home,
with their baby,
So I went and hung out with them(:
That Saturday,
We had Christmas at my Grandma's,
Brandon came(:
Then we went back to his house and made a GINGERBREAD MAN
With his niece.
[Who is incredibly adorable by the way](:
So now, we come to today!
We've sat around all day,
And done nothing(:
Brandon and I ended up getting in a fight,
Which I started,
About how he never says
i love you
anymore when we text.
Which is true...
But how he's mad at me, so, yeaaa(:
I'm out(;
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman
It was too foggy, and considering the fact that we only see you 2 times a year,
It hurts!
ON Christmas Day,
Brandon's uncle had a heart-attack and was life flighted to Kalamazoo.
So, I didn't get to see him=(
But,
I did get to see him that Friday(:
His brother Derrick and Pam came home,
with their baby,
So I went and hung out with them(:
That Saturday,
We had Christmas at my Grandma's,
Brandon came(:
Then we went back to his house and made a GINGERBREAD MAN
With his niece.
[Who is incredibly adorable by the way](:
So now, we come to today!
We've sat around all day,
And done nothing(:
Brandon and I ended up getting in a fight,
Which I started,
About how he never says
i love you
anymore when we text.
Which is true...
But how he's mad at me, so, yeaaa(:
I'm out(;
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman
Friday, December 19, 2008
Snowdayyy♥
Hollla amigos!(:
Today, we dooo indeed have a snowday... it's crazy outside. I even heard it freezing raining this morning... it was cool(: Then I went outside with my puppies and we played in the snow, and now I'm FREEEZING!!!
I wish that I could've seen Brandon today=( I've been thinking about him ALL day... and I just wish that he was right here with me(: I wanted to go sledding and stuff with him, but he has to work at 3, which sucks even more. And his parents won't let him do anything because of the roads... they never let us do anything. it sucks!
So now I get to sit at home and think about what I want for Christmas(: I really want a ring, like, not like, a special ring or anything, just something pretty. I wish I could wear my mom's opal ring.. it's beautiful! But the opal falls out, which sucks... especially since she doesn't wear it anymore. But it's now my time to leave.
Peace for nowww(:
Today, we dooo indeed have a snowday... it's crazy outside. I even heard it freezing raining this morning... it was cool(: Then I went outside with my puppies and we played in the snow, and now I'm FREEEZING!!!
I wish that I could've seen Brandon today=( I've been thinking about him ALL day... and I just wish that he was right here with me(: I wanted to go sledding and stuff with him, but he has to work at 3, which sucks even more. And his parents won't let him do anything because of the roads... they never let us do anything. it sucks!
So now I get to sit at home and think about what I want for Christmas(: I really want a ring, like, not like, a special ring or anything, just something pretty. I wish I could wear my mom's opal ring.. it's beautiful! But the opal falls out, which sucks... especially since she doesn't wear it anymore. But it's now my time to leave.
Peace for nowww(:
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